CHATMATE

Do I really need you in my life?
I think I do need you
but am I making myself believe that
Every time I talk to you
you make me smile and make my heart melt away
Is this real am I falling for you
Because I don't know if it’s real
or if it’s just make believe
I haven't talked to you in a while
And it’s killing me inside
tearing me apart
but you don't even know these feelings that I have
All my thoughts are you
nothing else is on my mind
I never knew how much you meant to me
But why do you mean this much to me anyway
You had me at hello
had me falling for you from the start
I can't explain how you make me feel
I wish we could actually meet and maybe
You can explain this feeling to me
You make me feel alive
After my life was done from past pain
I do need this pain gone
But would you take this pain away
or would you be the one who would just add more pain
I need to know if you are the one
?Am I just pushing myself to believe that I need you
that I need you to make me happy, I think i am
After all I hardly know you that well
Even though we've been talking for a while
we’ve never actually met face to face
Are these feelings for you even real?
I wish you knew what you do to me
I need you to help me not hurt me please.